I miss your laugh.I miss your smile.I miss to see your shinning brown eyes colour.I miss your craziness.I miss the way you talk to me.I miss the way you trying to make me laugh.I miss the way you see into my eyes.I miss to go to the cinema with you.I miss the way u just let me hit you.I miss everything about you. Aniq Ayadi :‘(
I have made up my mind from now on. To achieve what I want for my life and struggle to achieve it. I have to forget all this unbenefit things. I want to prove to my family that I can be someone that they really want me to be. So, I can fulfill what they want. Yes, I can do it. Forget about this rackets and move on with your life.. If we’re meant to be, in shaa Allah, there will be. Okay. That’s all for today. I have to stop hoping. That’s all I can do right now.
Where have you been.. Haih..
Ergh.. Seriously.. I miss you so much. I want you right now. Stay beside me. That’s all I want. If I could, I really want to get rid of this jealousy feelings. Seriously… Ergh!! I have to think positive.. Never think negative. Yes, I easily get jealous. But I tried my best to get rid this feelings. I don’t want to lose you. Serious.. And yes.. I’m not playing this time. I only want you. Only you. No one else. I hope you’re not find anyone else. If you do, please tell me that you don’t like me anymore. That is the way that I’m not hoping too much for you.
Okay .. now .. how I feel? Hmm.. sad . Missing someone .. I need someone. Ergh! What is wrong with me .. am I to much hoping? I guess I do. Hoping for you to stay with me forever for my whole life. Yes … I don’t look to anyone else anymore. Wherever I go … all I see is you. All in my mind is you.. no one else but you. Am I desperate? Truly desperate I guess. All I should do right now is only pray, that you and I are meant to be together forever. In shaa Allah :-). Thank you for staying with me until now. And I wish you will stay with me forever. If Allah wills :-) . I want to say that .. I miss you so much … I’m sorry if I had done something wrong to you. I didn’t mean to do that kind of things. Seriously. Thank you for cherish my life. Thank you for making me laugh. You know what … I never feel bored with you. Never feel. Thank you for staying with me. :-) I promise .. if you are my future husband, if Allah wills, I will take a good care of you. I promise :-) Aniq Ayadi :-)
Once again I saw something that I should not have to see. Hmm … how I feel ? Heartbroken okay !! But .. to avoid something bad happen… I should just keep it quietly. Hmmm …. I want to scream …. I want to cry … please …. dear heart, don’t be sad okay ? Haih … I don’t know what to say … maybe I have to pretend that I’m not saw anything today. I doesn’t want anything happen with our relationship. So … I rather keep quiet. As long as I can see that you always happy.
The date I always remember … 6 may 2013. #skating #sunwaypyramid
Remember this moment ? Johor ? Danga bay ? A day before my convocation :-)